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i jz realized i donch know how to make a new post via the new layout T______T
ish, i think i'm super low tech and should jz die in front of the computer yay (refering to my previous post, imma change all the wtfs to yays)
so how is everyone doing lately, it's alright u can ignore this question my social network is so narrow i beleive i have met my whole world last night at soul out yay.
i realize that my English is so deteriorated and it scared the hell out of me so today i decided to write up something in English, hence this post is up. yay.
hmm let's see what could be the content of this lame post
maybe i'll talk abt how to start own business yay ?
i'm becoming a entrepreneur wei
and i'm so stressed and scared. it's not even funny.
imagine the stress.
it's not jz sitting for an exam.
we're talking abt a business, woosh. anyway i still think i'm too green for this, with no experience.
only 4 limbs one fat body and an almost empty brain.
what can i do big ?
haihzzzzz.
zong zi it's not easy.
and the interior designer is seriously making BIG money i tell u.
BIG.
come to think of it, mayb i should jz use that amount of money and get some interior designing cert, then i'll make it big yay.
arh, lately so many ppl getting married.
i wan oso.
but mainly is becz i donch wanna stay at this place.
haihz.
sometimes i feel lik i have tones of u know..dark dark secrets.
i jz am not satisfied with my life now.
yay.
end of this post.
so what did i say at the beginning of the post ? will be talking abt starting own business right ?
yay.

Hi

As you can see i have a new layout now yay.
I think from now onwards i should change my wtf to yay or wat-so-ever
geez.
it has been almost 2 months that i'm jobless.
feel pretty sad about not having any income.
but i'm planning on doing own business now.
like an e boutique duh.
so ppl who love me, support support k.

With Love,
Belle

Office Hour- Balling boring geddit ? geddit ?

Not sure if I can access to blogspot in the company. So thought of writing here in Microsoft word 1st.
Working is boring.
Especially you’ve got nothing to do, today is already the 4th day, that I’m without a single thing to do.
Damn ! I wonder why did they hire a ppl for this position.
I wan a better job !
No mood to update already.
So my friends are now on their happy journey, I feel so envious :(
Wanna get my arse there also !
And I need to seriously serious to cut down my weight, I’m so damn over weighted.
Cz I’m eating like a pig in the office, what to do, free ma.
Then when it’s lunch time everyone in the office ajak you for lunch and then you cannot resist the food temptation so you eat a lot and eventually you’ll be expanding, horizontally wtf.
Aiyor ~ I get paid for being bored here !
I don’t like the feeling of not contributing at all wei.
Doing simple task lik the secondary school grad could do

ok so i can update this thing here in company.
i didn't even update for sucha long time and now i have the time to do that here
right in the office
becz i'm so effin bored..........................
omg.
oh side note, i wanna apply for a credit card :(

long lost Me

Hi, With refer to the tittle above, i'm writing in to bla bla bla bla.
so this is basically what i do everyday.
HR is seriously a pain in the ass. BORING.
and especially difficult for careless ppl lik me T______T
made MINOR, seriuosly minor mistake everyday.
Let ppl scolded almost everyday.
i'm so doomed !!! wtf. it's double sin when your manager is female and tend to be very emotional.
wanted to look into another kind of job next time.
marketing perhaps.
but presentation is not easy too. gosh.
seriously, the longer i live, i stupider i've become.
the lessons i've learned is do not judge from the cover of books.
i picked the pretty office but it's rotten inside.
SIGH. y oh y oh. god u doesn't love me ?!

i've tasted so many dead cats.
seriously hard for ppl lik me.
cz i fought back 100%, but here in office, i can't.
omg.
omfg.
actually i lik working.
because u get paid and and u're financially independent.
wat i dun lik is, i got REALLY lazy when i got home.
i dozed off twice without brushing teeth wei wtf.
slept at 8 and then woke up at 12 to brush teeth and den went back to sleep till next morning !
wat kind of life is this ?
and my room is uber dirty.
super canot tahan.
urgh !!!!
miss the girls.
Vern May if u're reading this.
i think 4 of us will only reunite when u come back from UK wtf.
take care everyone.
rmb my name is Belle ok. wtf.

Today

today i wake up feeling very lonely.
today i think that life is short why be fat.
today i know i have been judging too much.
today i am nothing and useless as i've always been.

revealing

i don't know how to give an appropriate tittle.
but today i'm going to talk about girls stuff, camwhore stuff, ineer stuff wtf. so many stuffs.
since the finding of friendster, it has been a heat thing to upload camwhore picture on the internet and so called sharing with friends, actually it's more than the public.
i think girls are scary creature. i seriously think alot of girls are scary tho they appeared to be harmless and sweet and cute and charming u know. but deep down inside, there were so many things running through their heads. u wouldn't know what they are thinking, or what's the intention behind.
this kind of girls appear everywhere, they were so many until ppl like me, with very small/narrow social network got the opportunity to meet with not one, but a few WTF.
i think it's pretty scary when some girls thought they are, really pretty wtf.
and then they think the whole wide world should go like what they wanted to be jz becz they think they are pretty wtf.
ok it's abit vague, lemme explain with examples la, easier to understand...
hmmm, ok like i'm a demanding girlfriend, becz my bf would jz love me and SHOULD buy me everything becz i'm pretty. something lik that la, it might be a shallow example but wat the heck can't think of any better example.
oh i'm quite impressed by those gfs who suck their bfs' money dry and den do not contribute.
sigh.

i hope i do not sound like a hypocrite, becz i admit that i spend quite alot of my bf's money especially on food hoho. but u see i contribute too.
it's like we 4 times we eat out there, i would pay for 1 of the meal.
and ar i would pay for the meal if it was me who brag him to being me there.
sound not fair right. but considering he gets 2K a month, and i only have........... 500 WTF.
and he never need to save when buying pressie to me, hence no advance planning.
me ? i need to squeez brian juice to think of things the need and want, and SAVE money from long long time ago.
i always start saving since november until his birthday in March wtf.
but it's all worth it la. i like his exciting look everytime he gets the surprise.
so now i hope this doesn't sound like a self-defense

ok now i don't know why i suddenly drag to this gf bf issue WTF !!!!!

my main point was suppose to be girls who like to camwhore with their cleavage or very sexual promt pose.

haih. but it can't be jz the tittle and then the sentence above and make the entire post right.
i think this blog has truly reveal what kind of person i am. never stay focus kind wtf.

again, BACK TO THE MAIN POINT.
i super cannot tahan girl who purposely take pic and show their bras and all.
cleavage still ok, as a C cup ppl i understand that sometimes our good sisters wanna come out and absorb abit vitamin D from the sun. and it's ok to show cleavage, but it's not ok when u purposely take picture of urself with revealing bras. it's intended
it's not sexy at all ok.
it's indeed VERY SLUTTY.

not gonna post up picture here i believe u can easily find it online, on ppl's blog, friendste, facebook profile etc etc (ahemcindyfromMDGahem)
haih.
what's ur intention for putting up picture lik that online? showing to the public ?
expect ppl to say wow sexy ? or attract freak like "oh baby u r so hot can i have sex wit u?"
and den u went to ur guy friend and say "yer got ppl wana have sex wit me"
WTF
HAIH
girls like that jz make me wanna slap them and squeeze their boobs until they burst like u know how u squeeze the balloon so hard and they will burst like that.
okie la.
i'm done.
damn free. hope i can get a well pay job asap.

beware, be cautious, be very afraid

the world is so chaotic now. first it's swine flu, which triggered back in Feb but only taken seriously in April.
now everyone's so afraid, wearing mask when they go out, no longer shake hands becz apparently u can get the germs/virus like that. no hugging. no dining in.
i still not sure what H1N1 is about, only know that it's dead causing virus, symptom is high fever and flu ?
so be careful everyone. wash ur hands, hygiene is very important.
(eh i jz noticed blogspot got MS office feature !!! spelling correction) wuuuuuu

ok, mom jz told me a shocking news, a friend of hers jz got robbed.
she was walking by the roadside after she parked her car at some housing area, and then suddenly blacked out. when she woke up she realized that she had been knocked on the head, fainted on the road side. the left/right side of her body was all scratched, bleeding, head bleeding, probably need stitches... eye swollen. this incident happened very very near my house.
terrible !!!! horrible !!!!
remind me of the snatching incident that i've experienced few years back.
nowhere is safe in Malaysia.
so girls, be very careful.
becz those bastards/jerks/asshole whatever bad names on earth would target on female
becz we r PHYSICALLY weak !!!
dun think u're black belt very geng !! jz be very careful !!
avoid walking by roadside, avoid being alone in public.
train ur lungs, becz u need a bigger lung to scream louder i guess.
sigh. wat the hell is wrong with those ppl !!!!!!!!!
i really hope the government could do something.
besides approving so construction projects that cause bad traffic can.

whoever knows how to pray... pray for the world ok.

very emo Belle.